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(Image source:https://www.teamly.com/blog/procrastination-benefits/) Procrastinator !  A term I truly identify with. For example, it took me three long years to get this blog post up. I've been telling myself to write something worthwhile. But guess what, I might as well do it tomorrow!  Been convincing myself to get my hands on something crafty or artistic, coz ofcourse I enjoy it (or maybe I used to, atleast). But let's begin tomorrow, right?  The other day I heard an old familiar voice in the corner of my bedroom and I figured it was my 11years old guitar, begging to be strummed. I did fulfill it's wish. Just took me a couple of weeks.  I am known for procrastinating. It's a personality trait I possess. No matter what the reason, for not having completed some task, everyone already concludes that I might have had procrastinated to do it later and then forgotten about it. Everyone already assumes, even if not the case. That's how bad being a procrastinator feels l...

Picture courtesy: https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcTHilBWQAYDU0OWI1_rAObo4V_wzEEKdloEx58hK8CiGJISvWMw&s Woke up to the sound of pouring rain, Wrapped in my warm blanket this morning, Nothing on my mind to do,  Days, months just passing. Almost the end of another month, It's like, the year just started yesterday, but  July will soon go away!    Facing new kind of challenges in this new decade,  Never thought, the movies we watched  would come true to such extent, The pandemic situation is like a movie we watched back then, It all seemed scary to deal with,  Now we are starring in this movie called 2020 at present! Spread so quickly, one by one, every nation was hit, Lives lost, numbers kept increasing. Economies fell, livelihoods destroyed.  Some took measures and recovered well, For others it's a nightmare from which they haven't woken up yet!  Home, transformed into workplace, school, gym.., Online is the new outdoor...

St. George Island Last year in November a family friend told us about a place, an island to be specific, that is located in Vasco, Goa. She told us that people are allowed to cross the waters and visit the island just once annually and urged that we should go there. In addition to that, we were told that the same day, the Holy mass is celebrated at the island marking the feast of the Cross that is located there. This seemed like a good opportunity and a once in a lifetime experience for us all. We decided to go there with only this little information.  The journey On the day of the feast, that is 17th November, we left home early morning as we live in Salcete and had to reach the Baina dock by 09 a.m. On our way to Vasco, we stopped by and had our breakfast in a small hotel and left for the adventurous journey.  We reached the dock on time and had to wait a while till a motor boat/fishing trawler was arranged for us. It was jaw-dropping, the way more than 30 people in a single...

Picture courtesy: https://www.dailyprincetonian.com/article/2020/04/black-lives-matter-it-must-be-said A few days back a storm of thoughts crept in my mind. How primitive we've regressed to remind ourselves that lives matter? Black lives, women's lives, gay lives or can I just say lives of those not born with a silver spoon, those born with a uterus, coloured skin or out of the mainstream, so-called normal sexual preferences..., Shocked, as I could be to hear a close one say to me that blacks are just too arrogant and violence is one of their characteristics. I was all ears to hear what came next. Heard till I could and then I spoke.  How easy and effortless it is to assume, to come to conclusions, to generalise, to discriminate, to differentiate, to throw opinions, to shut ourselves to opinions and views different from our own?  How can we say that all blacks are arrogant or violent? Can all be identical? Can we generalise this opinion to all of them? Defin...

Closed my eyes and tried to sleep, Cause the night's too late to overthink! The perfect moon, sky glittering with stars,  I wonder what's keeping me up so long? Silence, I adore the most,  But now it feels like a noise! Although calm as I could be,  why am I so restless I wish I hadn't been? Trying hard to fall asleep, Distracting my mind from thoughts that keep showing, What if..? why not..? why me..? Can the night answer any? Again I try, to get some sleep, Eyes cooperate, but my mind doesn't seem to get convinced, Trying to find answers, mind still wandering, But what if the sleepless night is just another dream?

Imagine waking up to a day you can't find our smartphone, nor the computer set that stood in the corner of the living room of the house. You try to look out for it everywhere but end up in a state of confusion and chaos. You panic, thinking you've been robbed. In a fearful manner, you run to the cupboard and check all your valuable things to find every single penny, all your precious things safely lying in their place. Where could your phone and computer disappear with all the other things safe and intact in the house? You rush outside and ask your neighbors if they've seen your missing belongings but their replies are just too shocking and hard to believe. None of them know what you are talking about. You are the only one who knows what a smartphone is, or computer is. People are beginning to call you insane and ignore you. Then, you realize you've just woken up from a dream about a so-called "smartphone" and a computer. You begin to think about ho...

It's 5:30 in the evening and I am wondering what I should be doing right now. I stand at the window of my room upstairs and have a glimpse outside but not a single soul do I see in the vicinity of the chapel that once used to be so full of life with little ones having the time of their lives, not knowing how each passing day would change to what it is right now. I recall my childhood days and how we would be overjoyed and eager for the summer vacation to start. Being so lazy during school days and making a fuss to wake up early for school, we would show our parents a completely different side of ourselves by waking up before anybody else in the house during the vacation. This was not done for any other reasons but just so that we could get some extra time to play outdoors. And yes, it was not just us but every child who I knew at that time, was like this. As for me and my sister, we would wait at our doorstep for our friends early in the morning to arrive even before we could...